Retrenchment~~~

oh no... rumors are all around MCT and, Monday will be the deadline... gosh! retrenchment! and i might be on the list... how should i react if i am the chosen one? i am actually afraid i might not take it if that really happen, and i might ended up crying in the office, making a shameful moment for myself, for one last time in PPE... gosh, thats the last thing i wish it will happened... if possible, i wanna hold my tears, and keep it to myself only... maybe can cry to baby... but definitely not other ppl in PPE...

i have been in MCT since Dec 06, unforgettable memories i had in MCT, been doing so many things that i never thought that i would do it, but i tried during this period...

i am confused sometimes, i am afraid of losing job, but on the other hand, i do hope this can help me to totally cut myself off from MCT... be retrenched, kicked out of MCT and from this f*cking situation i faced here in MCT... the f*cking environment that been bothering me for so long time... i often wanna run away from it, but have not been really consistent into it... so, if it happen to be me, i should feel happy on the other hand... coz, finally, i am leaving... leaving all the bad memories behind of me and start another new chapter of life, again... maybe its time for me to get back to KL to be with my family again...

god bless, bless me and the person who i care in MCT, to be able to go thru everything/ anything that might happen on next Monday...

Good luck everyone!!!