Chinese New Year

gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya!

happy chinese new year!!!!! and as usual, i am back to KL for the very special celebration with my family & best friends over here... i really miss them a lotzzzzzz... every time i came back, i really have the feeling to come back here to work, so that i can spend more time with my parents... because, working in other country is really tough... everything you need to depend on yourself... daddy & mummy are not around, sisters are so far away, best friends also not here... not like last time, when kaili called me to go yum cha, we can just go.. regardless of the time n places, as long as we have the energy to wake up to work on the next day...

i am not saying that life in singapore is not good... its just not as good as if i will be at home... i am lucky coz i have my aunt there to stay together... at least if i have any problems, i have pressure at works or other personal problems, i have her to talk with... but still.. the feeling is different... sometimes, when i wanna cry, i am afraid to let her know that i am not happy and i need to hide myself in the room and make sure that nobody notice that i am going to cry, then only i can cry... sigh...

but, i know, in order to have a better quality of life in the future with my family, i will need to work hard in Singapore when i am still young and have the ability to work, so, i will add oil, i will work hard... and will be positive always... i will be strong, i will be good... i will be happy too... coz happy goes lucky!!!