Horrible Morning

today, as usual, going to work in the morning... while reached office, greetings my dearest baby at work, and prepared for my breakfast, and start work...

at about 0830, uncle Jason ran up and shouting chemical on fire! we was shocked and uncle Chiang advised all of us to leave the company premises before anything bad happened... i was very much afraid as i once suffered for the fire night mare when i was a teenager... my heart pumping extremely fast and i was nervous too... i was thinking if i should wait for Alex as he has left his bag and went out from our office, then a girl from Drilling called to her boss, and her boss was asking her to quickly leave the office, so i decided to go down with Kumar at last...

we meet up with SuiLee & Loo at the entrance of Drilling dept and saw many of the workers gathered at the area, including some QA staffs as well, after 15 minutes of waiting at that area, uncle Chiang came to us and tell us that the fire is managed to be extinguished by our colleagues and the fire fighter shall turn up later, so, it is safe for us to return to work...

after we went back to our office, i have an urge to sms to Nelson to tell him about this incident, and i sms to him without any hesitation, but, he was too busy to return me a text... until i send him another sms after lunch hour, then he called me up, and told me that he is very busy with works... i was kinda affected by the way he did not return me a msg, but feel better after talking with him... i think i must control my feeling... don't wish to make things complicated as i am planning to proceed with my UK trip...

I cut my hair again...

yea! i had my hair cut again today... after a bout 2 months of cutting it short, i make it slightly shorter with more layered done by pretty Vivian... hope my friends & family at KL will like this new hair style of mine... i really miss you guys so much...



just received somethings from my dearest sister at UK, a belated birthday card with a silver necklace, and a shirt from Topshop... oh... mei... i really love the shirt and necklace from you, but most of all, i love the birthday card the most... i love you and really miss u much!!! may god bless you and tom with lots of happiness!!! muacks!!!

Something's missed out...

so... i was expecting that he won't be sending me any sms anymore... and as expected... i din get any single sms from him since morning up till now... i am crazy that i actually waiting for him to sms to me... see... i knew, if i don't control myself, it will end up to be another disaster in my life... and i know just how to stop him to approach to me... and looks like it really works... hahaha!!! nevermind if he is the easily give up type... i don't need a guy who do not have the patient in me...

today just booked for the bus ticket from First Coach at Novena Square... will be going home on 10 July at 7pm... miss all the family and friends in KL so much... and worry bout my dearest there... really hope to see them soon...

Lonely Mi...

i think i am having some emotional problems... i feel extremely lonely nowadays...

i miss days with John, miss days when he is still my darling, and i am so desperately to find one to replace him recently... i am so lonely...

i have known someone who is quite care of me, but i know that he has no intention to build up a relationship with me, but i found that i am quite enjoy to hang out with him, and i have addicted to exchange sms with him almost every day, especially on Monday, and also i enjoy talking with him very much... he will call me when i told him i feel bored, erm... if he is free... i don't know why but i just can't help but to start missing him when i don't get his sms... i think this is because of the emotional problems i have recently... maybe its because he is here for me when i am lonely and i just let myself to enjoy the care that he provided for me... after what happened one year ago, i should never ever let myself to fall into a guy, or to develop my feeling so easily anymore...

oh god!!! please give me strength to face this loneliness and overtake the emotional me as soon as possible... i am so weak that i really need a big hug... maybe can ask from baby at work... Ganbatte LayFun!!!

July's Quote

When men and women are able to respect and accept their differences, then love has a chance to blossom.

~John Gray~

Saturday outings... 280608

went out for the whole day on Saturday...

had dated with ChaiWoon that we will be going to try out the restaurant at Holland Village, which actually, a new friend of mine is working there as a chef, so, after confirming everything, we decided to go there for lunch and also meet this new friend of mine there for the 1st time...

we had great lunch served by this friend - Nelson, and we had spent the whole afternoon there till 7pm. We left after i get my baby's text msg that she will be meeting up with me at BPP at 7.30pm...

i met up with baby at BPP around 8pm and we had our dinner at Delifrance bistro and after the dinner, we had a cup of tea at Starbucks... we have not been catching up with each other for a long period and we had a good time spending with each other...

thanks to ChaiWoon, Nelson and most of all, Baby for the companion on my Saturday...

I Wish You Love

Goodbye...
No use leading with our chins...
This is where our story ends...
Never lovers, ever friends...

Goodbye...
Let our heart call it a day...
But before you walk away...
I sincerely want to say...

I wish you blue birds in the Spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this...
I wish you love...

And in July, a lemonade...
To cold you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, but more than wealth
I wish you love...

My breaking heart and I agree...
That you and I could never be...
So with my best, my very best
I set you (myself) free...

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all, when snowflakes fall...
I wish you love...