Sunday, April 19, 2009

Home Trip 040409 ~ 120409







I was finally home after 4 months of planning & home sick at Singapore, and it was a long vacation... 9 days in total I spent in KL...

Had a very busy schedule during this home trip, met up with lots of friends & family members... miss them a lot now!

1st of all, million of thanks for my mum & grandma, whom cooked a lot of my fav dishes to welcome me home.

2ndly, my lovely cousin AiYen, who came from Sunway to Kepong to have breakfast with us & bring us to Jln Ipoh to survey on the bridal's photography packages... it was so tiring.. haha!

Thanks a lot for my youngest sister & HiewFoong who took their annual leave to accompany me to sing K @ RedBox. I really enjoy myself very much during our K session... can't imagine if I sing this way with Melissa & Chai Woon, I think they will run away... hahaha! And to WeiTeck, thank you for your time for the dinner & coffee!

To my jimui, thanks a lot to Meiyen for the dinner, and after I read the comments on your photo album, a lot of our old memories was flashing on my mind nowadays! Yeetyng, thank you for meeting up with me on the next day of your return from Bangkok, I'm so touched & appreciated it very much! Miss you gals & love you lots!

Zienhwa, my lou you kei! So good to meet you up & wishing you & your husband to live life happily ever after... I am so sorry for not able to attend to your wedding... Its really a big regrets for me...

Not to forget ChanYong, who has brought me & Kaili to a very nice place in Hulu Langat & nice supper at setapak, thanks a lot!

ChoiYen, so sorry that we made you waited us for 2 hours at DPC, it was truly an accident... we wont let it happened anymore... and thanks for making your effort to meet me up...

And to ChinYee, thank you & your hubby to visit me at my place and also bring me back to the tong shui shop that we used to visit for so many times during our tuition time at Mr. Tan's place. Though the foods have changed, but not our friendship, hope our gang (meiyen, yeetyng, kaili, you & me) can have a gathering at that shop in the future... perhaps can find Mr. Tan to join us too...

thanks to my dad & mum who cooked lots of nice foods for me, and also my auntie who gave me a dinner treat on the night before i left to Singapore again...

Lenny, my mentor, my sister... it was so nice that we get to see each other again, and what a surprise that we bumped into each other on the day that I should go back to Singapore at Bangsar... with Ben, Carlos & Tony... really surprise & happy to see you all there...

Kaili, my dearest ji mui, 20 years of friendship, we have gone thru good & bad times, but still, we are here for each other... I am glad to have you beside me, and I promise I will be next to you too... be strong my dear! I love you much and so do our friends... they love you too... so, you must love yourself more than anyone else... do the best for yourself... And I wanna apologize to you bout my bad attitude on the night that we meet up with choiyen, so sorry dear... and thank you dear for sending me to Bangsar... I really appreciated it a lot... love you always!

I am looking forward to my next trip home to meet up with all of you again! Take care always! =)

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

030309

i am on medical leave today... resting at home after seeing the company panel doctor at Jurong East... watched 家好月圆and cried together with the actors & actresses in the drama...

im not happy... i feel so bitter within...

help~!

Sunday, February 22, 2009

心中有涟漪吹过又回到最初平静去做我


心中有涟漪吹过, 又回到最初平静去做我

Too late?!


im not sure if he is for real... but this is the 1st time, he sms me to ask if i can give him a chance to be with me again...

im so confused now... what should i do? i know i should not be moved by just few words from him, but, i cannot lied to myself that i feel nothing bout it... he was the guy that i loved for so many years... and although i was the one who initiate for the break up, but still he holds a very important place in my life and in my heart...

i dunno what i should do... but if he is asking me while he is still with her, i wont give any single chance... i am sure bout this! i am not going to be a 3rd party for the relationship of my ex and his current gf... that will be very funny... and i will not forgive myself for putting myself in such picture...

i need help~!

i need peace~!

i need to be strong & brave~!

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine's Day

well, it was yesterday.... i had my very 1st Valentine's day without a lover with me since 2004... the feeling is pretty good as i had a date with a close gf of mine, melissa...

we have went to Raffle's Link for Pizza, and were planned to watch Bride's War, but too bad, the tickets sold out every way, before we headed back to Jurong, we had a free cornertto ice-cream at the entrance of Cineleisure Complex @ Orchard... the staff were asking us to show love to our friend, and i showed it by hugging melissa... and we got our cornetto ice cream... the photographer took our pictures too... hehe~ dunno if it got posted on the newspaper or not... will check it out tonight... =p

after that, we headed to jurong point to buy a full month gift for Baby Ashton (Alvin & YanPing's Prince) and we walked to his place after we got the very cute Baby Mickey gift set from Kiddey's Place...

met a lot of the ex-colleagues from MCT, Jane, Uncle Johnson, Mr Pan, Gary, Landia, Molly, HaiYan, ZhongShun and so on... and most of all, i met with my baby there also.... miss her a lot...

as a conclusion for this single valentine's day, i still able to enjoy it without a boyfri~end around~ thanks to melissa for the day spending with me... all the best to all of us (all the single~s out there)

Sunday, January 11, 2009

喜帖街


主唱:謝安琪

作曲:Eric Kwok
填詞:黃偉文
編曲:Eric Kwok
監製:Eric Kwok

忘掉種過的花 重新的出發 放棄理想吧
別再看 塵封的喜帖 你正在要搬家
築得起 人應該接受 都有日倒下
其實沒有一種安穩快樂 永遠也不差

就似這一區 曾經稱得上美滿甲天下
但霎眼 全街的單位 快要住滿烏鴉
好景不會每日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
愛的人沒有一生一世嗎 大概不需要害怕

(忘掉愛過的他) 當初的喜帖金箔印著那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆 及一切美麗舊年華 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有過的家) 小妝枱梳化雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光景不過借出 到期拿回嗎 等不到下一代 是嗎

忘記砌過的沙 回憶的堡壘 剎那已倒下
面對這浮起的荒土 你注定學會瀟灑
階磚不會拒絕磨蝕 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就會一生一世嗎 又再婉惜有用嗎

(忘掉愛過的他) 當初的喜帖金箔印著那位他
裱起婚紗照那道牆 及一切美麗舊年華 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有過的家) 小妝枱梳化雪櫃及兩份紅茶
溫馨的光景不過借出 到期拿回嗎 終須會時辰到 別怕

請放下手裡那鎖匙 好嗎?

钟无艳



其實我怕你總誇獎高估我堅忍
其實更怕你隻懂得欣賞我品行
無人及我用字絕重拾了你信心
無人問我可甘心演這偉大 化身
其實我想間中崩潰脆弱如戀人
誰在你兩臂中低得不需要身份

*無奈被你識穿這個念頭 得到好處的你  
 明示不想失去絕世好友

 沒有得你的允許 我都會愛下去
 互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
 我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
 但漂亮笑下去 彷彿冬天飲雪水
 被你一貫的讚許 卻不配愛下去
 在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
 我甘於當副車 也是快樂著唏噓
 彼此這麼瞭解*
難怪注定似兄妹一對

其實我怕你的好感基於我修養
其實最怕你的私心虧准我體諒
無人問我寂寞像投何處去養傷
原來是我的心境高到變為 偶像
誰情願照耀著別人就如 月亮
為奴婢為你備飯奉茶是殘忍真相

Repeat*
讓我決定我的快樂
那須得你的允許 我都會愛下去
互相祝福心軟之際或者准我吻下去
我痛恨成熟到 不要你望著我流淚
但漂亮笑下去 彷彿冬天飲雪水
被你一貫的讚許 無須裝說下去
在你悲傷一刻必須解慰找到我樂趣
我甘於當副車 卻沒法撞入堡壘
彼此這麼瞭解  難怪注定似兄妹一對

你的他怎允許  結伴觀賞雪的淚
永不開封的汽水 讓我抱在懷內吻下去