Birthday Gift from MCT

went down to submit OT approval form to my HR, and CaiRong told me she has got something for me, and passed the gift voucher to me...

it is the birthday voucher from the company, i got a FM radio last year with $15 NTUC voucher... this year, we only got $20 NTUC voucher... well, better than nothing... $20... can buy lots of Chezzels, Pringles, Twisties.... and so on... muahahahhahahahaha!!! Am going to gain more weight if I really buy them all.... better to buy some prunes & prune juice.... >.^

Our Mighty Technician - Mr Alex Pang

Alex - repairing Uncle Chiang's Nokie phone

a moment ago, Alex was helping Uncle Chiang to repair his phone, as his phone was drop on the floor, and caused it's speacker dropped.

with very high expectation with Alex, he finally got the phone repaired and function well after about 30 minutes of hand-shaking works.

i promised him that i will write this on my blog if he managed to repair the phone... so, Alex, this is for you, a complimentary blog to praise the mighty Alex of PPE/ CAM of Microcircuit Technology (S) Pte Ltd.

Freezing cold in PPE

it is extremely cold today in the office... maybe it is becoz i have not fully recover yet... feel so lazy again and really wanna have a good sleep later when i reach home...

hope that tomorrow will be better for me...

I'm on Sick Leave... again... :-s

yea... today am on sick leave again... i felt extremely not comfortable the whole day in the office, felt extremely cold although i was in my blue jacket, and not in the mood at all, i almost wanna start a fight with Alex, he was not feeling well too... and we both didn't seem to really in the mood to chat, but to argue... sorry Alex if i ever step on your tail, but i don't really mean that, just not in the mood... and so, i decided to get the medical chit from HR and went to see doc at night.

i told doctor that i don't feel good after i came back from the rainy BBQ, and i felt extremely cold whenever i am in an air-condition room... doctor then measured my body temperature and told me that i have fever, then he gave me a day to rest at home...

and so, here i am, sitting at home, writing my blog here, to express my feeling... i feel tired, sleepy, dizzy... but overall, i am still okie, as there is someone who is really care of me, shower me with all his cares, and make me really feel happy... he will send me text messages whenever he has the time, and he also called me up, to check if i am already recover from the fever... i feel so good for being pampered by him... thank you my dear...

Blue Moment

i know that he is not in a good mood... definitely something bad happened on him, and according to him, i am so unlucky to get to see this side of him, coz normally he wont let ppl see this side of him...

well, i was thinking, am i really that unlucky? not really, to be positive, i am glad that you show this side of you to me, coz that means you treat me as a real friend, and you are sincere to me... although i still have some doubts in you (i do coz, i knew something that you did "behind" me), but i am glad that you willing to show other side of you to me.

my dear, i hope you are getting better by now... and as usual, we wont be contacting each other on Sunday, i don't know why, but if you choose not to contact me on weekends, its up to you... just enjoy your life always!

BBQ @ Raining Evening 190708

oh... what a turn off... our BBQ of the year, has ended up in a heavy rain... only lasted for less than 4 hours... *sobsob*

as agreed, we (me, bp, alvin & wife, lirong, mengmeng & alex) meet up at Pioneer mall for the last minutes shopping... we brought drinks, hams, sausages, plastic cups, spoon, canned fruits, and a big container at last for the canned fruits punch. and we managed to reach our destination at 415pm... our delivery man was there waiting for us for about 15 minutes, and we was slightly late, and i felt so shame on it actually... :-s


xiaojian was the 1st to arrive after our arrival, followed by cecil, and other ppl like Ms Jen & her family, Leon & family, colleagues from QA dept (i dont know their name), Chaiwoon & Melissa, Yao & his son, Johnson & his pretty 'gf' - his daugther, Jane & Family, and last but not least, Shawn, the last who arrived and bring us this heavy rain, hahaha!!! pity to him that he didn't get to eat anything and we started to run for our life to avoid getting wet in the rain...

the party ended at around 8pm... and i reached home b4 9pm, finished shower at 920pm, then i online and see if anybody is free to chat with me... found no one at first, and then alvin sign in, and we talk for awhile... afterall, the party is not so perfect, but we still get to enjoy especially those who arrived early...

退后

天空灰的像哭过

离开你以后

并没有更自由

酸酸的空气

嗅出我们的距离

一幕锥心的结局

像呼吸般无法停息

抽屉泛黄的日记

榨干了回忆

那笑容是傻气

你我的过去

被顺时针的忘记

缺氧过后的爱情

粗心的眼泪是多余

我知道你我都没有错

只是忘了怎么退后

信誓旦旦给了承诺

却被时间扑了空

我知道我们都没有错

只是放手会比较好过

最美的爱情回忆里待续

Horrible Morning

today, as usual, going to work in the morning... while reached office, greetings my dearest baby at work, and prepared for my breakfast, and start work...

at about 0830, uncle Jason ran up and shouting chemical on fire! we was shocked and uncle Chiang advised all of us to leave the company premises before anything bad happened... i was very much afraid as i once suffered for the fire night mare when i was a teenager... my heart pumping extremely fast and i was nervous too... i was thinking if i should wait for Alex as he has left his bag and went out from our office, then a girl from Drilling called to her boss, and her boss was asking her to quickly leave the office, so i decided to go down with Kumar at last...

we meet up with SuiLee & Loo at the entrance of Drilling dept and saw many of the workers gathered at the area, including some QA staffs as well, after 15 minutes of waiting at that area, uncle Chiang came to us and tell us that the fire is managed to be extinguished by our colleagues and the fire fighter shall turn up later, so, it is safe for us to return to work...

after we went back to our office, i have an urge to sms to Nelson to tell him about this incident, and i sms to him without any hesitation, but, he was too busy to return me a text... until i send him another sms after lunch hour, then he called me up, and told me that he is very busy with works... i was kinda affected by the way he did not return me a msg, but feel better after talking with him... i think i must control my feeling... don't wish to make things complicated as i am planning to proceed with my UK trip...

I cut my hair again...

yea! i had my hair cut again today... after a bout 2 months of cutting it short, i make it slightly shorter with more layered done by pretty Vivian... hope my friends & family at KL will like this new hair style of mine... i really miss you guys so much...



just received somethings from my dearest sister at UK, a belated birthday card with a silver necklace, and a shirt from Topshop... oh... mei... i really love the shirt and necklace from you, but most of all, i love the birthday card the most... i love you and really miss u much!!! may god bless you and tom with lots of happiness!!! muacks!!!

Something's missed out...

so... i was expecting that he won't be sending me any sms anymore... and as expected... i din get any single sms from him since morning up till now... i am crazy that i actually waiting for him to sms to me... see... i knew, if i don't control myself, it will end up to be another disaster in my life... and i know just how to stop him to approach to me... and looks like it really works... hahaha!!! nevermind if he is the easily give up type... i don't need a guy who do not have the patient in me...

today just booked for the bus ticket from First Coach at Novena Square... will be going home on 10 July at 7pm... miss all the family and friends in KL so much... and worry bout my dearest there... really hope to see them soon...

Lonely Mi...

i think i am having some emotional problems... i feel extremely lonely nowadays...

i miss days with John, miss days when he is still my darling, and i am so desperately to find one to replace him recently... i am so lonely...

i have known someone who is quite care of me, but i know that he has no intention to build up a relationship with me, but i found that i am quite enjoy to hang out with him, and i have addicted to exchange sms with him almost every day, especially on Monday, and also i enjoy talking with him very much... he will call me when i told him i feel bored, erm... if he is free... i don't know why but i just can't help but to start missing him when i don't get his sms... i think this is because of the emotional problems i have recently... maybe its because he is here for me when i am lonely and i just let myself to enjoy the care that he provided for me... after what happened one year ago, i should never ever let myself to fall into a guy, or to develop my feeling so easily anymore...

oh god!!! please give me strength to face this loneliness and overtake the emotional me as soon as possible... i am so weak that i really need a big hug... maybe can ask from baby at work... Ganbatte LayFun!!!

July's Quote

When men and women are able to respect and accept their differences, then love has a chance to blossom.

~John Gray~